I don’t think people realise how unhappy I am. I plaster a smile onto my face every day. I joke on, be happy when really I couldn’t give a fuck. I just want to give up sometimes. My confidence couldn’t be any lower. I don’t like how I look. I wish I could just change, but I can’t. People need to realise that the girls with the biggest smiles can hide the darkest of secrets.

(via mercistyles)